Three Reasons to Never Forget

Posted on Jan 18, 2012 | 6 comments

Today is my Life Day.  On this day 4 years ago, doctors told me my heart was dying from the attack of an unknown virus.

It was a scary time, and I nearly died; but the Lord completely healed me with no lasting impact from the disease.  The story’s intense.

I write more about it here. On this, my Life Day, I don’t just celebrate my healing.  I remember what happened. I remember the pain.

I spent many days during my recovery trying to forget.  Memories haunt in the dark–they visit in the form of nightmares and sleeplessness. During those days I didn’t want to talk about the events, my feelings, or the future.  I wanted to forget.

I’ve talked with many victims of trauma who spend their lives trying to forget pain.  I understand their efforts.

If you have pain from the past, rather than forget I encourage you to remember.

Here’s three reasons why:

  • Forgetting is Only a Mask. Pain has to be dealt with.  When we claim to “move on” by forgetting a trauma, we don’t deal with pain.  We bury it and pretend–and buried pain has a tendency to inconveniently resurrect. Masks are good for costume parties and football.  In life, masks are burdens. Remembering enables us to live mask-free, meeting God face-to-face, saturated in health and hope.
  • Forgetting Clouds my Future. Life is full of painful events.  Even though I nearly died four years ago, all my pain tokens weren’t used up. I’ve had more painful moments since then.  Some days yet to come will be baked by pain. Remembering pain from the past reminds me that God is still my savior. He saved me before, and He’s not afraid of the troubled waters ahead.
  • God Restores Broken Things.  The earth and our lives are broken.  We see it everyday: injustice, selfishness, greed. The Bible is God’s story of making all things right. But we don’t realize our need for Jesus until God speaks to us about our brokenness. Pain makes our lives feel even more broken.  Trying to forget pain doesn’t set our lives right, it separates us from the only One who really restores.

Deuteronomy 5:15 says “Remember that you were slaves in Egypt and that the LORD your God brought you out of there with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm. (NIV)”

Whatever your “Egypt” is, may your heart turn towards a place of remembering, and through the memory may God grant you peace!

If you have a thought, be sure to leave a comment below: How do you deal with painful life situations?

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  • Bonniebillingsley

    Love it Rob! I remember praying so hard for you! I’m so thankful He heard all those prayers! Your story reminds me how God really does hear us! So glad He healed you! 

    • http://www.RobertBrewer.org Robb Bewer

      Thanks Bonnie! All those prayers matter!

  • http://www.facebook.com/EvanAgee Evan Agee

    Wonderful, can’t wait to read the full story!! As far as remembering the pain, I agree completely. For myself it was during the most painful and traumatic time of my life that I finally realized my need for God to be real and present in my life. Through that brokenness and pain He became my only source of comfort and more than enough to sustain me through that time. So now, when I take the time to remember the feelings and the pain of that time I also remember how amazing His love is, His comfort and how, during that time, I finally realized just how meaningless everything else is without Him. Thanks brother, I celebrate your Life Day with you!

    • http://www.RobertBrewer.org Robb Bewer

      Thanks Evan! How love how your recollection of the pain is a reminder of His love for you.

  • Tabitha rogers

    I can completely relate to this! I remember when I almost lost my life when I had my son.  I now cannot have anymore children because of this.  I very much just wanted to forget about it, but I was also very angry.  God has since revealed to me that I needed to see He was in contol and is Lord of my life.  I still have nightmares about the situation, but I know God is still working on me and I know one day those dreams won’t haunt me anymore.  I am thankful for what happened to me because it has made me who I am today.  I love the Lord with all my being and He comes first in my life.  It has made me a better wife and mother, it is the reason I knew I had to be obedient to His will for my life and the first thing I did was follow His call to stay at home.  It is amazing what God will do when you’re faithful to be obedient.

    • http://www.RobertBrewer.org Robb Bewer

      Tabitha, it’s great to hear from you again!!  I’m so sorry about your traumatic pregnancy and the results for your family. But I’m grateful you’re still here to the share the story. I, too, still have dreams about my event; but they are less frequent.  I’ve no doubt yours will dull with time. I pray God continues to give strength as you deal with the pain. May peace be your friend in coming days.


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